LOOSING HOPE AND CAVING IN (LAST DAYS OF 2017)

LOOSING HOPE AND CAVING IN (LAST DAYS OF 2017)

For those of you who may not know, my blog isn’t about tips (although I share them) it isn’t about lifestyle (I share some here too), my blog is an open diary, through which, I document my high, low and slow moments here, with clothes.

Now that I’ve clarified that I do hope y’all are lenient with what you should expect when you read my blog.

I want to honestly find out if commenting on my page is a hassle and if y’all have recommendations as to how it should be done. The aim of having my open diary is to connect, with people who I barely know through their comments and that doesn’t happen which is kinda sad.


This year, I had my wins, and a lot of losses. I am about to close down my blog, but then again I created it for myself and if I do close it down, I’ll get worse with dealing with my feelings. This year wasn’t so great in terms of creativity and creating content and although I pushed myself, it only got worse because I felt it wasn’t appreciated enough as when I didn’t put in effort.

It’s the end of the year and somehow I feel the devil has me where he wants me. Down trodden, less excited about life, not doing my devotionals, not reading a book, just sleeping and waking up and barely eating. I don’t document my life experiences for pity, I do because that’s the only way I get to let my screaming thoughts out without interjections.

Hopefully, next year (2018) will be kind to me and I get out of this sunken place. I hope I find goodness in its days that are numbered and find happiness in things that I know would still pass away.
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